Had the greatest time last night with a bunch of my mates. It was one of my friends 18th and she had a house party with her twin brother, and you know...booze and everything, I think most of the people were drunk, I was totally sober maybe over the limit but sober. It was so funny seeing everyone drunk and stuff, made me laugh so much.
But the thing is, because I was sober I didn't act like an idiot and didn't really do much, just sat and watched everyone else (which was alright) but I felt like and outcast and really lonely. Everyone had someone to talk to, someone to cuddle with. Me I was sat there on my lonesome watching everyone else.
Maybe if I did get drunk then I would've felt less lonely cos I wouldn''t have been able to remember how lonely I did feel.
Anyhoo...I don't think I'll be doing that ever again....unless I have a boyfriend....or partner...I just don't like the feeling...
Nemo out xxx
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i know how that feels, good thing ive got jo
ReplyDeleteull find someone soon, ull c xx
no point getting drunk if u dont want to