Zoe's 18th

Had the greatest time last night with a bunch of my mates. It was one of my friends 18th and she had a house party with her twin brother, and you know...booze and everything, I think most of the people were drunk, I was totally sober maybe over the limit but sober. It was so funny seeing everyone drunk and stuff, made me laugh so much.

But the thing is, because I was sober I didn't act like an idiot and didn't really do much, just sat and watched everyone else (which was alright) but I felt like and outcast and really lonely. Everyone had someone to talk to, someone to cuddle with. Me I was sat there on my lonesome watching everyone else.

Maybe if I did get drunk then I would've felt less lonely cos I wouldn''t have been able to remember how lonely I did feel.

Anyhoo...I don't think I'll be doing that ever again....unless I have a boyfriend....or partner...I just don't like the feeling...

Nemo out xxx

Happy Valentines Day!!

This is the first valentines after my split with my ex...it's alright, I feel okay, just a bit lonely but I'm fine...I have loads of friends around me that make me happy...and I love them to pieces..

I wish everyone a lovely Valentines Day...and hope you all get what you want for the day...It's a special time so treasure the moment you have with your partner.

Tell me what you got up to on the day...would love to hear about them...

Nemo out xxx

ARRGHH SNOW!!!

For the past couple of days it's been snowing very heavy here and most of the colleges and schools had to close because of the severe weather. But hey ho who's complaining I'm sure not, however it does disrupt the learning process which is a pain up the arse cos then we miss days off college and missing lessons is not always good.

But it has been nice seeing this much snow, not seen this in a while, since I was about 8 or something so it's nice. I love snow, it's so white and pretty! It's strange how every single snowflake is a different shape to the next. Never caught one before and had a look because as soon as it lands on my hands it melts. Hmmm....I really want to have a look at a good real life snowflake.

Anyhoo think I might make a snowman today, I made a Totoro snowman the other day with my sister and it turned out alright actually. but we didn't put any face features on it, but the shape was there. lols...

Nemo out xxx

Three inches of snow

It has been snowing all day today and it started last night, we now have three inches of snow and its still going. We got let out of college early as well, probably because they were scared of us getting snowed in or something...and we don't want that do we? no.

It looks very pretty and I just love the snow, I can't believe it's snowing this much I've never seen anything like it, well the last time was when I was a child. It just looks amazing and I just want to go take a picture of a snow flake but I can't because it will just melt.

Think I might go make a snowman later never really made one before, never in my 18 years have a made a snowman.

Will update on how it goes.

Nemo's out loves xxx